Nithrawen

Wishing Life Was Easier....
2002-07-15 23:48:27 (UTC)

......?

So here I sit... I sit crying.. and I dont even know why Im
crying.. I dont know why I started crying, and Im not sure
when It'll stop... ya'll may think Im a freak now.. because
I cant even controll my own emotions, but, thats not true..
the true reality is, that whenever I have a bad day, or
alot on my mind... I get depressed, and just start
crying... I guess its a way to escape, or to vent, or
something, but, Its actually helping that Tyler is around
early tonight... I honestly dont know what I would do with
out him and Mandi... And Elvy and all my other good
friends, but, Ty and Mandi have always been there for me
with everything since I met them.. they're like my family..
and I love them dearly... (You too elvs, em, bex, etc...)
Well, Mandi is comming home today... she's been in cali for
a while latly.. and shes comming home today... Im really
glad about that too... I havnt talked to her in a while,
and Im really looking forward to it... Ive always thought
of her as my sister, so, itll be nice to have her back to
talk to, ya know? Anywho... oo! look! I stopped shaking!!
lol! Maybe part of it was nerves? I dont know! Im waiting
for elvs to get back on, while Im talking to Ty... I'll
catch ya'll later! Love Ya'll!
~Nithrawen~




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