JustMe

Inside My Head
2002-07-15 23:37:14 (UTC)

Jemy again

well...he used to call me - "my angel", coz he said - I've
brought him luck with his tests (remember - his first ms-
test score was - 1000?!)
when he needed help - he called me...
Then he said to me "F*ck you" and I've been sad to see him
go, but releived that he gave me a chance not to doubt that
I need to let him go for good...
Now he needs me again...it's amazing how easy we can get
rid of a friends only to find out later, that we need their
help...
I don't know if I should cry or laugh...He thinks that he could
just call me "baby" - and - I would do anything for
him...My dear Jemy...All, I've been through, thanks to you,
to Amr, to Hany, - it all made me so cynical...life is not worth
living if you haven't learned to live it without delusions...I
believe now, that main purpose of living is to fight against your own-
self, to deny your own feelings... Fight and -win...or die...
Less people in my life - less problems i will have.
So long, my Jemy, so long, ala alwadaa...




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