LiLsExYcHeErLeAdEr69

**My Life..**
2002-07-15 23:27:12 (UTC)

**A Little stressed bout love..**

Today is july 15th..and i talked to this kid justin last
night..i really love him but the thing is..he doesnt live
like right near me and it sucks. im older then him which is
a little weird but its only like a year cuz of the days and
stuff..but anyways i was talking to him last night on the
phone and he actually said he loved me. i want a bf here on
i can hold and one i can touch everything i need in life he
has. he tells me all the time how he loves me..it makes me
feel so good..he thinks im hott and he is really hot but
its just so hard cuz im not with him. i feel bad cuz i know
it must be hard for him cuz i cant be with him and he cant
be wit me. everyone seems to be getting a bf but its hard
for me im sorta shy. i usually talk to people if they talk
to me. but im just totally stressing bout my love life. i
love him but then im like well what if i find someone when
i go to college next year? who knows..
Everything else seems to be good..but my best friend nik is
moving to sum cow country and im like why there? her
parents think that the houses there are nicer then here..i
was like the houses here are so much better they are bigger
and have pools. my friend carlos is the nicest kid ever and
i think if i didnt love justin i would go out carlos..even
tho justin doesnt like carlos for sum reason? i think its
cuz me and carlos party a lot and then justin wishes he
could be here? i dunno really. i mean its not like im
totally partying all the time. but i mean i party enough :)
There is this kid ben and he lives near me. i think nik
likes him but she wont say anything.she knows i used to
like him..*man i like a lotta people* anyways she wanted to
ask him out but she cant cuz she is like im scared and
stuff and its like if u wanna do it..do it..dont wait..
well i know this is boring stuff but i feel like this is my
only way to get out and speak my mind since my parents dont
listen and my siblings dont like to listen either..*sigh*
Love ya
Me




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