more human than human
2002-07-15 20:18:22 (UTC)

What the hell

So I get hurt. Big deal. You think I'd be used to this
whole thing by now. I swear I'm the only person who has NO
control over their emotions. I used to think I did. But no,
instead I open myself to get hurt again, and again, and
again. And again. And maybe a few more times. *runs head
into wall* I'll learn better eventually. Maybe. In another
lifetime. If I'm lucky. at least it was a "Disney" fall
this time....fairly slow, like Alice in Wonderland. I
wasn't even quite there yet. But still.....grrr. Oh well, I
still have my cheshire cat, so not all is lost, I guess.
Just my white rabbit. Stupid rabbits, they always run away.
Maybe I should find a turtle - they don't move as quickly.

"Strumming my pain with his fingers, telling my life with
his words."

I guess he can't be held responsible.

~Sobbing with my head on the floor.