Nightwing

Shattered Mirrors
2001-06-30 21:41:05 (UTC)

Mirages

I'm the source of strength for my friends. They pour their
problems out to me, mainly because I pushed them to do so.
I want to help people and it's always been in my nature.
However, as of late it seems like everyone's worlds are
crashing down around them and I want to be there to help
them. But I can't. No matter how much of my time and
strength I give nothing is helping. My sister stormed out
in the rain and she's still gone. My mom left for my
grandma's pissed because my friends were cleaning my room
as a surprise for me and were being too loud. But the
worst thing about it all, is that I feel like I'm useless
to them. My sister thinks she's the one that messed up,
but it's really me. I'm the screw up. I'm the one that
should be holding things down, but I'm falling apart
myself. I just don't know what to do and I'm hoping that
maybe this, getting it out, will help. I can't go to them,
because they're the ones that need help and are having
problems. Why should I dump it on them? Like they don't
have enough problems. So anyway, if you're reading this
great, if you reply great, but this is more or less just a
venting place for me sense I don't have anywhere else to go
with it.




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