brown eye angel

Lisa's Life
2002-07-15 12:42:39 (UTC)

WHY ME!!!

ALright...what have i done to deserve this? I'm tired of
friends always coming to me when they are suicidal. I
don't think that i can deal with it anymore. I mean i
don't mind helping ppl but there is a point in my life
where i can only handle so much. I don't know all the
answers. I won't have all the answers. SO STOP ASKING FOR
ALL THE ANSWER ABOUT YOUR DEPRESSION. DOn't worry K i'm
not talking about u. But you do know who i am talking
about. R and S. Between those 2 i'm going to get
depressed myself and then i'm going to want to kill
myself. Probably not just becuase i can definatley find
something better to do with my time and it's not up to me
when my times up. And besides i have to much to do before
i die. Just to much to do and so little time.
There i feel much better now that i've had a chance to
vent. I can continue on with my day going to my church to
strip a floor. And maybe paint it depending on our
timing.
Tomorrow i get to go to wonderland. I am so excited about
it. although this year i'm making a point NOT to go on
drop zone. Too scary and after last year it just won't be
happening again. Anyway have lots to do before i head to
church and strip the floor.
~Angel~




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