Gem

Just Gem
2002-07-15 09:15:18 (UTC)

Life is a Bitch: Part 63 : Missing him

I am missing M, I want to b with him.

5 days to go til my birthday and I am excited !!! I think neway, I
mean I was always gonna have a party for my 18th, but I dnt thnk
that's happening unless it's a surprise one which I doubt!!! I am a
bit disappointed, I dnt wanna look back at my 18th and wish I'd dun
more but there's not much I can do is there? I mean all my friends r
younger than me and they look it so they wudn't get in newhere like
Mirage or Zanzibar so I can't go out with them, I wanna do summat
but there's not much I can do.Even if I did have a party then it
wudn'tb the way I want coz I want both my parents there and my mom
won't c my dad so that wudn't wrk out.

It's my friends birthday the same day as mine too!!!! Which is cool,
she's a yr younger than me.

B is a bit scared coz she's had sum freaky mssges off a guy on here,
he's bang out of order.

One of my m8s sed I've got bad taste !! That is soooo not true, I
mean like GT, k he ent the best lookin guy in the wurld and I will
admit to that but he's got a lovely personality, however that lad I
liked in yr 11 is so FIT!! I dnt care about his personality! That's
just lust!!! I wouldn't say I go just 4 looks but then I gotta b
honest and say that I also dnt just go 4 personality alone, I gotta
b attracted to them aswell as liking em but I tend to find that wen
I like sum 1 I fall in love with their personality then I think
they're good looking, except 4 J, that lad in yr 11, I just want his
body!!!




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