SgLo0sEr07

Andy's Life
2002-07-15 01:15:05 (UTC)

Nothing

i hate bein told i am nothing cuz i dont feel that
way.....see this guy jeremy hes a really good friend last
night on the phone he said something that i got he said
when someone sayz your nothing tell them i may be nothing
to you but to everyone else i am something and he said it
soo sure like he really ment it.....i guess hes a really
good friend.....i told my sister a sercet ive been keepin
from her i finally told her why i thought so little of my
self...i feel i make so many dumb mistakes.... and i had a
boyfriend that made me feel like i was nothing... but
thats the past...and now i am movin on with my life ive
got alot more to live im only 13...i got like 50 more
years....i have this friend named tim i think hes gonna be
one of the best friends i ever have last night we talked
on the phone for like 6 hours we hadnt talked in like 3
weeks before that buti think we made up for lost times he
explaind how he felt about me and how he wished i felt
back towards him and i just dont ya know.....see i was
like him before i uset to sit up every night on the phone
with this guy tellin how much i loved him but i was
wrong.....but back to me and tim.....i explained how we
can be friends and thats it.....well other than that..my
friend alex called last night cryin cause he found out his
g/f of like 6 months is havein his baby.....that was a
really sad convo....but..at least now he knows hes got me
behind him helpin him.....my friend becca which we just
now got out of a fight got a new boy friend and now shes
much nicer to be around......Jennifer my other friend is
now sad cause shes afarid the guy she likes will only hurt
her and me i am in the middle of all this but i seem to be
really happy i aint letin nobodys bad day or mean mood
gonna bring me down cause i just realized somthing i am my
own person and other peoples choices and mistakes and the
creul words arent gonna make me sad or change my day
ive leaved that way to long where i change my world to fit
someone else and now i aint!!!!!





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