vanessa

beyond the norm
2002-07-14 04:38:43 (UTC)

pathetic

sometimes i think to my self how pathetic can i get? and
then i look around and i have so much but still that one
question keeps popping into my mind. today i have sunk to
an all time low. i am so pathetic that the guy i like and
he said he liked me seems to act like he doesnt care any
more. i mean he is acting like he really likes my best
friend and i know she means well but when i am around them
it feels like when he talks to me when shes not there it
just makes me feel like i am a default person and he has
to talk to me because i am there, not because he wants to
like it used to be.
but today was okay. i talked to krys about chris and she
said he is just having a feelings swing and i dont really
feel like having any feelings anymore. its not like i
want to give up on my life but i mean i can still give up
on my social life. (not like i have one anyways)


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nessa hill




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