Dipster187

DipJournal
2001-06-29 22:24:27 (UTC)

Nothing really matters......

Yesterday, I went to April's house. Its coo` seeing her. I
love her. Somtimes things about her make me wonder how I
can be dating her. Shes too like schooly and like she
notices every little spelling mistake and grammer stuff.
Ack I never even hung out with anyone like that before but
now I'm dating one. Its cool tho that stuff doesn't matter
to me, for one she helps me with my schooling with it, and
I see her for her, its her personality that I dig. Its
weird (Id hate for her to see what Im about to write) when
I first met her I didn't think much of her looks, didn't
think much of anyones really, but I didnt see her as ugly,
didnt see her as beautifull. Just saw her. Then we started
dating, way I saw her didnt change, then after I started to
get to really know ehr I saw her as beautifull, shes
beautifull on the inside, and out. But to me its the inside
that matters. Ok then I went home and left with my sister
and her bf. Didnt leave a note, mom got mad for me not
leaving a note, whatever. Being able to zone people out is
cool. After I got home, D had bought me dinner, beef tota
my favorit food. I fell asleep on the floor, Nicci helpd me
into my room. I playd Quake 3 online its is so fun. Oh and
i got mad at someone and punchd my wall, I have 3 little
cuts on my knuckles. Theyll go away fast. Better then
punching the person I was mad at right? Yea Id never hit
April... dont ask why I was mad at my girlfriend. I have no
clue why. Just was. I found the 2 offspring cd's I dont
have, Ill have them soon. Theres another that I dont have,
an import, I dont want that one. These days I listen to
Offspring, and softrock. MY DAD CALLD YESTERDAY!
MY DAD HE FINALLY CALLD! Im going down to see him in a few
weeks. Hes calling monday so we can arrang it. HED BETTER
FREAKING CALL!




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