Euphoria Morning

My Life
2002-07-13 05:08:22 (UTC)

Alone Again

well right now i feel alone again in my room with just a
few pictures in my book, but a lot of them that hurt in my
head. i looked at my box of stuff i did this year in high
school and all i think about is writing, so thats what i
did. well i sat down today with my cousin and i started
writing and he started playing his guitar, but i didnt want
to its just that he came over and i didnt want to be rude.
well i didnt write much so dont expect to much when i post
it up. also please dont laugh at my writing cause it hurts
me when i write it.

the song i started writing:

Sitting at home with nothing to do
And now their is no one to cushion my heart
Im not always expexting the worse, but not asuming the best
Killing myself with the old scented letters
So why is my heart tested for you?
Not only I listen from far away
And this is expectable Im feeling insatiable
Where is my bitter pill that gives me no teary sound
Over you, and over you this pill will take away that
feeling of despair
Its never easy to wear this hair...

Now the things that were keeping me here are over
Now its the pill, it will make you sorry
So when its over ill be happy, But you'll be sorry
Now im starting to flash an idea in my head
It is an idea were I will impress you
With every word I say I hope to insight you, it will be
charming
I begged you not to, I pleaded cause you were my only hope
A perfect day, a perfect life it went as I pleaded cause
you retreated
So will I ever get the girl? Will we ever get the girl?

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that was the little i wrote that was in my head but i hope
to finish it soon. i will get to it tomorrow i hope. bye
bye cause im done writing in my diary for the day and sorry
i didnt write yesterday. bye bye.




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