Lera

Lera's Refuge
2002-07-13 03:06:24 (UTC)

oh hum

hmmm, whats going. its 10:48 at night, and time is slowly
going by for us to leave. how weird. i think we are leaving
at like 5 in the morning. who knows. long ride to PA good
thing i got my music. yup i got tyler to let me borrow
Korn "untouchables" woo woo. my eyes are getting heavy but
i dont feel like going to bed. im going to pull an all
nighter so i can sleep in the car for a period of time. im
all sad. im gonna miss tyler.. aahh. its krazy, i havent
even left and i miss him so much. im already getting that
empty feeling. ive cried already. he came to see me today.
and he was hugging me and kissing my forehead. tears rolled
down my eyes. i didnt want to let him go. but i did. i
wanted him to go have fun, and go to a concert. although i
want him there to be with me , and make me happy, which he
does all the time. but id rather have him have fun. if
anyone knows what i mean. oh hum i really have to email
him. im gonne bawl when i leave. even if it is for twoo
weeks i dont care. then he might be getting a job in nh for
5 days a weeks, and only comes home on the weekends.
aaghhh. oh well atleast hes happy. im here for him when
ever he needs me. holey i gotta keep myself up. i think im
gonna go sit out on the porch. haha.yeah ill do that and
wait for tyler to go by. hell be going by very late..
becauseof the concert. yes im a love struck gyrl, and i
dont give a crap...
oh oh my moms talkin to me aint it great!!!!!!!




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