The Baffled King

The Minor Fall & The Major Lift
2002-07-11 06:35:24 (UTC)

Onka's Big Moka

Not much is new in the world of Dr. Enema Bag Jonze (yeah,
I'm bringing that back).

On Sunday, me, Katie and Jenn hung out at Ron's again
(Graham was away). We started Gosford Park, but then we
watched The Simpsons and Humman Traffic instead. The shows
were alright (I find The Simpsons isn't as good as it used
to be), and Humman Traffic was pretty good (it was kind of
like Trainspotting inside a rave). It was a good time.

Monday was one of my do nothing days. I did nothing.

Tuesday was looking like a nothing day as well, but then
Lianna called me and I went out with her, Ken and Katie.
We drove around looking at rich people's houses and then
went to Dairy Queen where we met Melissa Boyd and her
family... her WHOLE family. We didn't chat very long
seeing how Melissa was doing just as much catching up with
her cousins and Grandparents. I didn't feel as sad to see
someone I knew in high school. Of course, it's only the
second week of July, and I graduated on the 25th, so...

We dropped Ken off, picked up Mike, dropped Lianna off,
dropped off Mike and went for a walk. Me and Katie are
having a hard time understanding what's happeneing to us
and our friends. We're both trying to move forward, but we
don't really know where we're going. We walked to the
football field and sat on the stands for about twenty
minutes, then went back to her place so she could pee :).
Then we went out on her back deck and talked about the
past for a little while. I went home at 1 to find both my
parents in bed. So much for waiting up, eh?

Just joshin'. I've decided that I'm definitely going to
have to move out this fall. The only person who believes
it's gonna happen is me. Ah, well. Fuck other people. It's
lonely without 'em, but what besides companionship and
support do people provide? We're over-rated. The extent of
Kathy's support on this is "You'll need a job... and
apartments are REALLY expensive.". See?

I need a roomate, cos I'm not living alone... so anyone
out there in cyberspace, anyone at all, if you want a
roomate, give me a call... wait. On second thought, maybe
I'll do a screening first...

Today, by the way, was a nothing day. I spent all day on
the computer. I've downloaded a couple of time-wasting
games, and I bounce around on message boards. It's been
six months since I got this computer, and I am yet to
spend more than five minutes at a time i a chat room. I
hate them; the introductions, the BS. The internet sucks,
but since I never have anything else to do...

I'm gonna hang out with Kathy on Saturday. I'm free
Sunday, so if any of my friends read this and want to make
plans, feel free to give feedback to my sorry ass. You
just click that button below.

So... me and Katie had a very good talk, and I hope we
walk more often. But I'm a bit puzzled by how when I look
back on my life, I see more of what I envision my future
to be. Don't ask me "What are you trying to say?" because
I don't really know myself. I'm reading this over, and
it's saying what I want it to.

Hmmm. Maybe Cindie was right. Maybe I am very secretive,
in a cloak-and-dagger way.

Good to know. Nostalgia's fun. Sometimes though, there I
things I'd like to forget. I have a lot of pain from Grade
8 and 9, and from grade 11 as well. My life was pretty
good in grade 7 and grade 10, and grade 12 was mess, but
luckily it flew by before I could figure out how miserable
I was. When I look ahead now, I' try not to predict
anymore, so much as hope; hope that things'll be okay,
hope that I'll be alright. I know that my happiness rides
on the people I surround myself with, so I'm gonna make an
effort to be in the prescence of good people.

so if any good people are out there... :) naw.... I'll do
it myself. If there's one thing I've learned, it's that
since Grade 11, I've been a lazy bastard. It's time for a
change.

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Every Wednesday from now on, I'm going to be putting down
my top ten favorite songs, in no paticular order. For this
week, here they are;
Songs of the week;
Toploader "Achilles Heel"
Hawksley Workman "Sweet Hallelujah"
Alanis Morissette "Pollyanna Flower"
Alanis Morissette "Sister Blister"
White Stripes "St. James Infirmary Blues"
Dave Matthews Band "Where Are You Going?"
Our Lady Peace "Sorry"
Jeff Buckley "Lover, You Should Have Come Over"
Kelly Osbourne "Papa Don't Preach"
JXL vs. Elvis "A Little Less Conversation"

Well, that's my ten for this week.

Quote of the day: "Everyday I wake up and it's
Sunday/Whatever's in my eye won't go away/The radio keeps
playing all the usual/And what's a "Wonderwall" anyway?"
- from Travis' "Writing To Reach You"
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Until next time... Purple/Monkey/Dishwasher

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