SwimnGrl

Oh so crazy life
2002-07-10 20:21:32 (UTC)

coming back home

Welp, I finally came back home from Hawaii. That was a good
trip, some things didnt happen as planned, but it was
alright. On the way home on the plane I ended up getting
sick whci totally sucks b/c I havetn been to practice in 3
days since then. On the flight home I talked ot Bonnie
about her living w/ me since its hell at Louis's house. I
would love for her to live w/ me, but honestly Im not sure
if her lilving w/ me will be good, sicne it will bring
about some big changes in how I act, social life, etc. I've
definantly grown up a lil and relized my priorities towards
swimming, no more smoking for me. I dont think gettin drunk
while on the trip was a good idea though. Well lately I've
been tlakin to Seth, I think I like him again, but its hard
to tell b/c he has a g/f nad I think thats whats holding me
back. I've given up on Pierre,Im j/ settin myself up to get
hurt. Bein friends is fine w/ me. Honestly I cant stand
anyone on that swim team, they're all so superficial and
backstabbers and stuff...well most of htem not all of them.
They're not trustable. They all call me smokey and say I
smoke cigarettes, none of htem know shit about me!!! I dont
smoke! Oh well, I wouldnt want ot be friends w/ them
anywayz but it does help to enjoy hte team and the people
your w/ if Im gonan be there for hte nxt 3 yrs. I dont see
hwy I worry though, I'm not, it takes a while to "break
in". I feel so bad b/c I havent had a b/f in a hwile I
kinda miss Daniel but I know we could never go back out
again, hes done and threw w/ me he wont even talk to em
anymore, but well its not liek Ive had a chance though.
Well I plan on doing alot of stuff for my b-day I j/ dont
know what, b/c I dont want a party j/ to ahng tou w/ my
friends on seperate days so I can do seperate things.
Hopefully I'll have an alright time on my b-da y and I wont
have to swim too much. Welp byebye




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