daydream disbeliever

Mad Ramblings From a Blithering Idiot
2002-07-10 04:04:59 (UTC)

Rock and Roll

It's been a long time, been a long time been a lonely,
lonely, lonely, lonely time.

Sorry, I had to have a bit of Robert in there. It's been
forever since I've written. So much has happened in my
life. Joshua is still a part of it, even though we never
speak to each other. I miss him terribly, but every time I
see him a tiny bit of the pain goes away. It's just
replaced by numbness, though. After Brian and Josh I don't
know if I'll ever truly be able to want to fall for and
totally commit to someone. I suppose they're my
equivalents of Mindy and Sarah. Nasty bitches, to quote
N. Those two have indirectly fucked up my life in ways
that they will probably never understand.

Josh dumped me June first following nearly a week of

I am very good friends with N2

I quit Wal-mart and I now work as a pharmacy tech. I like
my job but not the drama that comes with it.

I really want to be Ivan's godmother but I don't know if I
will due to the fact that N still thinks that she will be,
even though she really shows no desire to see Ivan. I also
do not want to sever relations with the only cousin I'm
close to.

My life is so weird right now. More detail-less facts
later. Until then I remain the returned from extended