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Ezoic
2001-06-28 22:30:57 (UTC)

there was nothing that we didnt..

there was nothing that we didnt know
about each other
and now
honestly i can say
that i know nothing
nothing
about you.

i talk to your friends.
and they tell me you arent ready.
arent ready to make contact with me again
arent ready to reopen the doors
you apparetly closed.
so many months ago.
but you know.
i NEVER closed mine.
and i never closed my heart.
this was all your doing.
and your choice.
you know.
i cant even remember your voice.

its not even a fuck you.
its just a huge FUCK ME
for thinking you were special.
different.
thinking i was happy.

apathy is the worst response
when someone puts out effort.
and you are beyond all words.
apathetic.
and i dont know you anymore.
you arent ALIVE anymore.
you died with my mind
and heart.
you died.
when you closed that stupid door.
you died when you fucked me.
you FUCKED ME.
like i was a little whore.
you said you never would do anything
but make love to me.
you lied.
and now im dirty.
you fucked me.
you fucked me in so many different ways.
emotional.
phsyical.
and i dont know you anymore.


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