Jynx

Jynx's Words
2002-07-10 02:08:38 (UTC)

life

people say they dont have a life, then they go to the mall
with their friends. dammit they have a life. I say I
don't have a life, then I sit and stare out the window for
another year.

it aint fair just because I'm different I'll never have
those chances to just goof with friends after school or
whatever like most kids do. no, I sit here every fucking
day taking care of my mother, waking her up and being there
for her when she needs me, which is like every day. I've
never had the option nor chance to hang out with friends or
go for a drive or just leave the house without my mother,
seems like life was a mistake for me.

I know college starts August 27th, then I really won't have
much of a life for 2-4 years, after that I gotta move
again; hoping to move outta state too. though Plainwell,
Mich is pretty nice but their winters must be terrible with
all that water.

Well, I'm off to live yet another dull worthless night.




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