Theories, Thoughts, & What Ifs
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2001-06-28 12:25:10 (UTC)

Ironic Tragedy

It's funny, sometimes I think that life immitates tragedy
all too well. And it's aimed directly at me. I have a big
ass bullseye on my forehead.

My friend's uncle just passed away on Sunday. He's at peace
now and so is she. And then I find out on Friday before
Sunday, that my aunty went into surgery for the exact same
thing that my friend's uncle suffered from.

Why do bad things happen to good people? Is it to test our
faith? Or is it to see if we will regain our "lost" faith?
Whatever the reason is, I don't think it's fair. I know that
cancer has no friends and it doesn't discriminate. But I
never took it seriously until now.

I don't like knowing that cancer runs in my family. It's
honestly quite scary. I'm not afraid to die, but I don't
want to see anybody in my close circle of friends or family
to go. Yes, it is selfish, and I don't care. Everyone has
misconceptions, and mine is that I WILL NOT lose people
close to me.