ShElDoN

Kurayami
2002-07-08 18:53:34 (UTC)

a reflection

I see – a troubled person
I find – myself depressed once again
I want – to suffer no more and more at the same time
I have – nothing
I wish – for it to end
I hate – mostly everything
I miss – my sense of happiness
I fear – sanity
I feel – unhappiness
I hear – an ambulance
I crave – something
I search – for my purpose
I wonder – if i'll ever end it
I regret – everything
I love – something
I ache – every day
I care – for nothing
I always – wonder
I am not – okay
I believe – i'll kill someone even if its me, myself
I have faith – no i dont
I cringe – when lied to
I dance – to disco
I sing – to oldies
I cry – because im in pain
I do not always – smile
I succeed – in hurting
I fail – in life
I fight – ... for what?
I write – stories
I give – everything to gain nothing
I win – only to lose
I lose – all over again
I never – want to be brought back to life
I confuse – everyone
I listen – to the voices
I can usually be found – alone
I am – empty
I hope – to get through the day
I expect – nothing you can give me
I need – someone




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