Halow Effect

The Nile's Edge
2002-07-07 07:15:18 (UTC)

Prima Che Vada

if i see one more happy couple, im
going to scoop out their eyes with a rusty tea spoon.

"before you go, leave something behind...something to
help me remind- myself of what's gone wrong... and a bit
of hope for a chance to move on."

let it be known that i am one of the most jealous and
envious people that i'll ever meet. i surprise myself and
on occasion, i despise all of it.

i drove today. jessie and i saw 'lilo and stitch' and
after
the fun was over i dropped her off at her home in the
middle of beautiful "nowhere" (winter garden) and
succeeded
in finding my way back home- out of her neighborhood. it's
pretty, but your mind plays tricks on you at night,
because
there are no street lights and it's country, two-lane
roads
for 75% of the way home. it's creepy. twice i was
convinced
that a man was hiding in the backseat of my car...three
times, my eyes made me think that i saw someone sitting on
the side of the road.

i don't want to talk to Katie anymore. she asked me
flat out if I "hated" her and i told her that i wanted
nothing to do with her and her situation which i'd been
muddling around in for the past few months. that
friendship didn't last long at all.

she blatantly denied having anything to do with brian's
assult. what a psycho, as if no one knows. nobody thinks
she's innocent of it and i'll be damned if she's going to
think for a second that i'm on her side in this. she
expected me to be, it turns out; because a lot of her
anger
in my "ending things" was the fact that I "wasn't
supportive" of her feelings and her situation. i
swear...where do i find these people!




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