Alcyone

Never Cross the Dotted Line
2002-07-05 23:00:50 (UTC)

No Worries

Grounded....for 2 fucking weeks...i don't fucking think
so. I did NOTHING wrong...it's not fair diary. I'm sick
of this whole relationship being so unfair. Dad makes all
the decisions...he NEVER talks to me...and i have to obey.
I did nothing wrong this time, if i had, i would have
accepted my punishment...but this time, i'm not accepting
anything. I'm going to win this time diary. Daddy's angel
is everything he never wanted her to be...drink, smoke,
snort...i'll win. I promise you now diary i'll win. I'll
kill myself before he ever has the power. I'm feeling it
today...feeling a little weak, a little light-
headed...doesn't matter though...i just want out
anyways...The worst part about everything
diary, is realizing that my friends, my family...they
really don't care...

to everyone who ever said they loved me...i probably
believed you...and i applaud you for being good liars.




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