simon_says

i feeelllll "i don't know"

i am talking to people left and right about my feelings so
i feel a little better. but there is this void. i guess
that i personally have to deal with.. and then maybe.. my
self-esteem factor will go up and i might just might be a
little bit more content with myself and my surroundings.
how can one person need so much work? emotionally,
spirtually, socially, economically, health wise, etc. its
incredible to think of all the things i do need to fix.