MissAxene

Unknown Part of Me.
2002-07-05 14:16:32 (UTC)

GONE.

The first time in 3 days that i went out. i went to the
bank and got some money to spend for food. Gee, i never
imagined myself being this broke. I always have money
before, but then, things are not the same now. I must save
if i want to be with my husband. I cant even afford to buy
some stuff that i want anymore.

This morning, i happened to write some poems. I want to
share the short one i made for my husband.

GONE

A MINUTE WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE SEEMS LIKE ETERNITY,
ALL I COULD DO IS KEEP ON LOSING MY SANITY;
IF I COULD JUST TURN THE TIME FASTER I WOULD HAVE DONE;
BECAUSE THINGS ARE NOT THE SAME WHEN YOU'RE GONE.

I went to church and check what's going on there. I talked
to a guy friend and he told me that i should talk to one of
our girl friend who is now married. His gf opened to her
that they are having some 'slight trouble' about making
love.

I think the girl is not satisfied. She's admitting that
she's not having much pleasure. Sex should be enjoyed by
couple who are married. Sex is a privilege from God. They
should talk about it. Discuss things with each other and
tell each other what they want. It's not just about
inserting this to that, they need to learn the essence of
foreplay.

I think i'll lend her my book about having a great sex with
your husband. It's informative and might break the ice
between them. They need advice about this matter from a
person who are very good in theory. :)

I have another poem but i dont know when to type it here. I
still need to continue my story about the net affair i
started some days ago.

I haven't talk to my husband yet. I miss him terribly. i
hope i would be able to talk to him later or tomorrow.

gawd.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Later.





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