Malice

Diary of an awkward child
2002-07-05 07:55:46 (UTC)

Introduction to Malice

hello.
i have a name.
i refuse to tell u wat it is because i'm a spiteful little
bitch.
thank you i love you too.
i suffer from minor insomnia. its rather annoying because
after you spend a while of not sleeping your eyes start to
fell like they've been microwaved. it doesnt really hurt,
they just feel warm and strange. because i dont want my
name anounced to all the land you shall know me as malice.
i have brown hair its long and comes to where my ribcage
begins. i'd have it trimmed a bit but my lousy M.o.M
(mother on medication, yis i made that up) is too damn
cheap. yis she really is on medication. i dunno what the
hell its called but it makes her happy so ok se can do what
she wants. my eyes are also brown but its rather strange
because they each have a green stripe at the bottom of each
one. my skin is pale but it has a sort of yellowish
undertone. i'm a farely short girl, i'm 14 and i'm only
5'1". my birthday is in march. after the end of this summer
i will be starting my first year of high school. how
exciting, let me throw a party and be dumb like most
teenagers i dont accociate with. actually heres a better
plan, how about i just don't care. it's ver early right
now. did you know that if you stare at the same spot for a
long time without moving your glare, as long as that thing
isnt moving, you will start to holucinate? i stared at a
spot in my old gym room for 15 minutes and i started to see
it dance. i think it may have been a piece of old gum but
it had been there for 3 years and i never figured it out.
oh well. i'll just be haunted by it forevermore. i'm
thirsty. it's 3:50 a.m. i've had trouble sleeping for the
past 3 months now. this month is the worste. i dont sleep.
this is new. when i do get close to sleeping i just sort of
drift into an unreal state of mind where i see everything
thats happening but i have no control over my body. well i
suppose i must be boring you and you'd like me to end this
entry already, thats too bad for you isnt it? if you really
dont like it you dont have to read it. if you're still
reading you must have some curiousity in the back of your
mind as to what the hell is wrong with me or what my life
is like. well i'll end the entry for now because i'm
getting bored with it. dont worry this will most likely be
the longest entry i'll write ever. so the rest will be
significantly shorter.
thank you, come again.
~Malice~




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