Im damn scared that i will be pregnant. Ive missed it for
more than 2 wks...im so confused and have all sorts of
emotions....duno if its my PMS. Yesterday i felt insecure,
today i feel left out, and depress....
I will use the kit again tmr.....
Hope nth happens.....im so tired of my unstable emotions
lately...My honey, he isnt bothering me much...he leaves me
on my own to do his own stuff to have his private space....
tmr is his b day, i hope i dun have to bring him the worse
news, or should i tell him over the phone that i have a b
day present for him...haha
i duno what to tell here today. everyday is almost the
same. Ken too has been leaving me out...maybe im not
independent enough, maybe i need pple's attention more...or
their concern. Feeling rather lonely these days.
i quarrelled with Fung for not spending enough time with
me, as though he doesnt need me, leaving me feeling
insecure and empty...he is impatient with me, im terribly
upset...and shouted at ken over the phone for doing the
same towards me, in the end he made me realise that im
wrong, and that im sorry...