reznor

dismal life
2002-07-04 02:09:12 (UTC)

it's hot..

I can't think. Mike drives me fucking crazy...

I am doll eyes
Doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait
YEA THEY REALLY WANT YOU, THEY REALLY WANT YOU, THEY REALLY
DO
YEA THEY REALLY WANT YOU, THEY REALLY WANT YOU, BUT I DO TOO
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turns to hate
I FAKE IT SO REAL, I AM BEYOND FAKE
AND SOME DAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE
and some day you will ache like i ache

I hurt some much...My mother just got an operation and
can't do anything for herself...I have to help her with
everything so I can't go out much...FUCK

Also what I dreaded the most has finally happened to me. I
found out that Mike cheated on me...You know what the fuck?
Everything bad happens to me. Plus Mike's brother is a
fucking jerk...! I hope he dies...Cocky, stubborn asshole!

I need some strong drugs to kill me...Anybody got just tell
me. I need to end all this shit that's going on...I just
can't deal with anything anymore.

=Grace=