GreyWanderer

Diary of Stuff (Volume I)
2002-07-03 04:21:18 (UTC)

School

This can't be healthy, for some reason (comin' on here to
write), but oh well, here I am. I've gotten a hell of a
lot of stuff written down on this website, so I guess I
might as well stay on here, and do what I've been doing.

I just turned in a form to try to get me back into school,
and I am not totally sure of how it is going to turn out,
but right now, I'm mixed between being excited about going
back to class, and a little apprehensive of maybe expecting
the worse....I'm not sure what that would be, but really
there shouldn't be anything totally detrimental about me
going back to school.... I guess I like school, in that I
can achieve something with little or no effort on my
part...my penmanship utilized while doing homework problems
makes me feel like Shakespeare sometimes... In all the 9
years since I've been out of school, I've always felt
myself incomplete....I need to specialize in one subject,
get my Phd, in order to feel complete. I feel this has
been the case since I was 11 or 12...

I feel at peace when I am at school, where your only
requirement is to learn, and that just comes naturally with
me, with my inquisitive mind, etc. I am a sponge, a sieve
for knowledge.