baby_angel

My boring sucky life...
2002-07-03 03:55:09 (UTC)

Today was just one of those..

Today was just one of those normal boring days. School,
mall, eat, sleep...that kind of thing. I'm still feeling
pretty good. Especially knowing that I don't have much
longer to be here away from Joshua. Things are going to
change a lot. I realize that. I guess it's kind of a
relief to me. I want to see him smile, and feel ihs arms
around me. There is nothing better in this whole world.
That's it, all I need. hehe...I guess I realize that this
time is going pretty fast right now, and I'm glad. I am
saving every paycheck, every single penny I find, It's
crazy...I've never saved money before. This is something I
really want though...really bad. I don't know where I am
going to stay until I can save some more, but I'd buy a
tent and sleep outside if I had to. :) I just need away
from this craziness and crticism. I'm never good enough
for anyone here. I'm sick of that. I just want to be on my
own and have my own family, where I will NOT treat my kid
like this. or my husband [future husband]. I'm just glad
it is almost over. SO i can be in Josh's arms again. He is
great for sticking by my side through this. Not very many
people would. I don't know if I could've stuck by myself
w/o him there helping me take those steps...Thanks Josh, I
love you! Bye!!




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