baby_angel
My boring sucky life...
Today was just one of those..
Today was just one of those normal boring days. School,
mall, eat, sleep...that kind of thing. I'm still feeling
pretty good. Especially knowing that I don't have much
longer to be here away from Joshua. Things are going to
change a lot. I realize that. I guess it's kind of a
relief to me. I want to see him smile, and feel ihs arms
around me. There is nothing better in this whole world.
That's it, all I need. hehe...I guess I realize that this
time is going pretty fast right now, and I'm glad. I am
saving every paycheck, every single penny I find, It's
crazy...I've never saved money before. This is something I
really want though...really bad. I don't know where I am
going to stay until I can save some more, but I'd buy a
tent and sleep outside if I had to. :) I just need away
from this craziness and crticism. I'm never good enough
for anyone here. I'm sick of that. I just want to be on my
own and have my own family, where I will NOT treat my kid
like this. or my husband [future husband]. I'm just glad
it is almost over. SO i can be in Josh's arms again. He is
great for sticking by my side through this. Not very many
people would. I don't know if I could've stuck by myself
w/o him there helping me take those steps...Thanks Josh, I
love you! Bye!!
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