Sabrina

Is it so easy to see? This..

Is it so easy to see?
This aging, this agony that I conceal?
Some might say that I'm a glummy, serious, and silent person. Others
might say I'm a snobbish and ordinary bookworm. Why is it so hard
to see past my eyes? They are marely spectacles, things you could
shed if only you would look for a few seconds more.

I'm Sabrina, born on July 10th, 1986. And here is where I will write
all my discoveries. I will share them with you so you don't have to
look too hard for them. Yes, some of your morals, beliefs, and things
you think only you realize and no one else will ever understand.

A little about me... I hardly ever get scared. Blood and gore is
fascinating to me, even things like spilled guts and unimaginable
crime or torture. That's why I resolved to become a brain surgion...
I have more courage than a truck load of tigers. Gross things never
made me squirm. I'm rather fascinated by its soft and squishiness.

It's too bad that I have to conceal most of myself. I've
heard philosophers say, "Be yourself!" But how can I be my
true self when it's not what the people want? I've tried
being myself and they didn't like it. So I won't give it
to them.

December 22nd, 2000 6:38PM