Gwenie Baby

Paradise City
2002-07-03 00:55:17 (UTC)

I wish everyone would go away

hey,

do u ever wish that everyone would go away? Like everyone,
no one is around u. Everybody u know would just go away for
like 2 minutes! lol. I'm not feeling very well right now.
I've been getting these really bad head achs. They wont go
away. They hurt wicked bad too. I take a lot of med;s for
them but they don't seem to want to go away. I'm so bored
too.

You know else bugs me? When people don't want u around and
they wont tell u that. Like the other day, i called my
boyfriend and he was going for a bike ride with his friends
( which also happen to be mine) and he tells me on the
phone that he'll call me back. ok. w/e. so then i get
online and one of our friend tells me to get over to his
house to go bike riding. I WAS LIKE OK! then he tells me
that he's waiting for "Jon" to call him AND HE'S ALREADY
THERE!!! that pissed me off so much! if he doesn't want me
around he should just tell me! i can go away, it's not a
big deal. well it is but, yea. it just makes me so mad when
he does shit like this. He doesn't seem to want to talk to
me n e more either. I don't know what to do either. I don't
want to break up cuz i still like him a lot but, if he
doesn't like me n e more then what can i do? we'll go back
to being friends, which is gonna be hard cuz we were best
friends. wow. it feels good to get this out. now all i need
to do is talk to him, which wont happen cua the thing
that's going to come out of his mouth is " I'd don't care"
and if he says that and he never really did care then i'm
going to get so mad! i dunno life sucks ass

lol

on a happier note i ran a mile today! GO ME!! lol




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