katysue_82

My life as a rollercoaster
2002-07-02 23:10:12 (UTC)

Stronger

Well, it's been a while since I made my last entry and I
can honestly say through all this I have become so much
stronger. Even though my ex-boyfriend ended our year and a
half relationship because he wanted to "explore" or
whatever I have grown as a person from it. I've met new
people and gotten to know more about them than I ever
thought I would. I met a really awsome guy named *Jake*.
We've talked about sooooo much even though we haven't known
eachother for very long. He has helped me through a lot
even though he may not know so. He has made my faith a lot
stronger. After my parents got divorced I had given up on
God but now I am slowly trusting him more and more each
day. *Jake* and I have been "seeing" eachother for over a
month now but we started dating about a week ago. I'm not
so sure how us dating is going because for some reason I
have always thought of *Jake* as a really good friend....I
really honestly don't know where we are going but at least
I know we will always be really really good friends! He has
a really good heart.

I've made a lot of money this summer from baby-sitting that
I can't wait to spend this weekend! We are going to
Bloomington for my brothers tournament where I will be
shopping like crazy! LOL! But, I have to save some for our
vacation to Alabama in a couple of weeks....I can't wait!

There is something that is sorta bothering me though. I
think I'm starting to like my old boyfriend *Tom*.....we
dated when we were like 12 and 13, LOL, but we've grown up
since then. We never really talked for a couple of years
cause we both were dating other people but now we are
talking more since he and his girlfriend broke up. He is
really sweet but....I dunno. He wants me to come over to
hang out but I know that isn't what is going to happen, in
a way, I think I might want something to happen....but I am
still dating *Jake*. I know if something did happen he
wouldn't tell, and neither would I. I just know I would
feel really bad about it.

Oooooooo well. It's not like I don't like other
people....there are a few more. Hehe, I know, bad me. But
hey, I can't help it!!!

I guess I'll write back soon.




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