Noth'

Coffin Shaped Box
2002-07-02 09:48:09 (UTC)

Noth'

Dear Coffin shaped box,
I've been un motivated as of late to write in this odd
little internet therapist that's what it seems to be
anyway a nice way for me to convey everything i do on a
daily basis to god knows who and god knows why anyone
would read this in the first place... anyway... I was up
all Night watching a few people Play Chess haha it was
definitly interesting watching Zill and her bf Jase play
chess and then some peachy guy eh oh well dont know or
care much about him anyway... It was an interesting
display of tired people attempting to be strategic =D if
you are just turning in yes i am an asshole and no i dont
care. Ok Ok today was my Brother's birthday and He's been
gone for about a year now at one point the thought of him
not around was enough to bring me to my knees but at this
point it just a solemn reminder That Shit continously
happeneds... And as for Zill she seems to have told
everyone in the world she loves me... bah i am not one to
convey or display emotion so i'm sure if anyone heard me
say i love you they would laugh or take it as an insult
anyways i actually fell asleep today... well more or less
i passed out because it was like i never fell asleep and
when i woke up about 8 hours had passed... yeah... go
figure? well i've been on a writting rampage because I'm
starting to feel things i haven't felt in a long time
mostly because i haven't allowed myself to feel them
since... i cant even remember when anyways my cold heart
beats and it bothers me... none the less i continue to
write in my rather odd and dark toned style that will
never make sense to anyone but me and just when someone
thinks they have me figured out they really know
Noth'...ing for the name i wear Noth' Conveys it all, or
does it? anyway here is a funtabulous song of the day.
-Words For the Damned-
I’ve been a basterd all my life
I’ve even stabbed a few people with a knife
And though these actions have condemned me
There’s no other place I’d rather be

Heaven is the place from which I fell
I just thought I’d let you know that I’m still alive in
hell
Ohh I’m Still alive in Hell
Still alive in Hell

I was beaten and abused all most every day
I never listened to what the good book had to say
It’s amazing that I doubted I would ever be here
But now that I am there is nothing left to fear

Heaven is the place from which I fell
I just thought I’d let you know that I’m still alive in
hell
Ohh I’m Still alive in Hell
Still alive in Hell

Sitting in the place where the worm doesn’t die
It’s no wonder why every day I slowly fry
The demons have become my only company
But they don’t talk they just continue whipping me

Heaven is the place from which I fell
I just thought I’d let you know that I’m still alive in
hell
Ohh I’m Still alive in Hell
Still alive in Hell

Sent here because I couldn’t take anymore
When they found my bullet infested body on the floor
My destruction was caused by my own hand
Alone in hell is where I stand

Heaven is the place from which I fell
I just thought I’d let you know that I’m still alive in
hell
Ohh I’m Still alive in Hell
Still alive in Hell
Still alive in Hell
OH Yeah Still…Alive…
In Hell

Oh by the way if anyone likes these or hates these let me
know so i can write more, cause either way im just going
to keep writting.




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