Luchal06

*just my life*
2002-07-01 17:11:03 (UTC)

Zach

how could this kind of shit happen!?! i really dont get the
way stuff like this works. last week i worked at the able
abe camp all week and there were some good looking guys
there: jeremy(13), micheal(14), zach(14), and jeff(12?).
they were all really cool i talked to them a few times a
day. zach and i had a discussion about "bathroom
gatherings" on friday. lol. on sunday i found out that this
happened.
http://detroitfreepress.com/news/locoak/ndrown1_20020701.htm
yeah the boy they refer to is zach. my dad told me when he
camp back from one of the other helper's graduation party.
i cried. how the hell can this kind of stuff happen? i mean
he was a good kid, not to mention good looking. they were
supposed to come back this week(him & jeff his friend) but now
he cant. its awful when u get a wakeup call like this that
anything can happen and that each day might be ur last. i
mean zach probably didnt walk out of his house on saturday
going "hmm i think today im going to die in a boating
accident.." u just never know! i was JUST talking to him on
friday!!! the next day.. also it kind of creeps me out that
they cant find his body. max says he could be like robinson
curuso and still be alive somewhere with monkey butlers. i
want to believe her so much but i dont feel like i can. he
was a gorgeous kid. i wish i could have gotten to tell him
that. this all makes me so sick. this is the second guy
this year who i either liked or thought was hot who has
passed away. i am almost paranoid but i wont let that screw
with me tho. that just makes me want to live my life to the
fullest as much as i can and try to get everythign i want
to accomplish done! it could very well be my last day,
minute, or second. i might as well make it count. as much
as i can try, thats my goal.

love u all,
-*-lauren-*-




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