AznDevil625

Let The Bitching Begin
2002-07-01 04:13:20 (UTC)

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Like I hoped, the mall thing turned out great. That's
something good in life, but as alwayz good shit alwayz end
in a bad situation. Mel's moving, I don't want her to
move. She's been my best friend since practically forever.
We've been through good and bad stuff. To find out that
she had to move for the same reason I did really set me
off. Like me, she has to move cuz her landlord sold the
house and the new owner is kicking them out. Damnit!!I
wish I can figure out a way to keep her in her house or at
least Bloomfield, but all the houses here sucks. The
landlords demands too much. We're still trying to make
that "Cali plan" a reality. That's something to hope for,
but still, it wouldn't be the same without her here. She
said she'd visit, but blah. Besides, we were planning to
join volleyball together. Grr, I can't make fun of the ppl
on the team and still keep my conscience. It's bad enough
I lost Sandy cuz of moving, now Mel? Well, I'm gonna try
to spend my last days with her and make it memorable.
First thing to start is Beth's barbecue. I'm definitely
coming. I want to!!It's gonna be really hard to keep in
touch with her, but I will!!That's a promise cuz I still
wanna move out to Cali with her, go to school, and live
together. We're practically sisters. Seems like everyone I
know I getting farther and farther away. I can't keep in
touch with them. I'm losing them. This is not cool
considering they're the only reason I feel like living. My
family hasn't been a lot of help. God I hate every single
one of them. They're bitches most of the times. Other
times, they're liars and hypocrits. But that says alot
about the ppl in my life, they alwayz screw me over,
intentionally or accidentally, they still do it. I don't
blame them, I just hate it. It's a good thing this diary
is on private and only some ppl is allowed to read it.
Otherwise, I'd be really screwed. I wish I could turn back
time, then I can spend all the cherished times with the
ppl that count and flip off those who pissed me off. Life
sucks, this just proves it even more. Blah, it's late. I'm
gonna take a shower and then go to sleep. Fuck this world!! ~~




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