OhBaby It Is Me

MY SO-CALLED LIFE
2002-07-01 03:42:56 (UTC)

Family

I think I'm having a break down, not emotionally, not
physically, but family. I don't really want to get into it that
much, but I went to Manchester today, we'll leave it at that. It's
so hard to know that just throught those few inches of insolation,
concreat, and paint is your family, going about life as if you don't
matter. Like your piece isn't missed in the jigsaw puzzle of their
life.
Waiting for Wednesday, my stomach doesn't hurt enough,pain
always is the sign. Waiting for Wednesday, no proof of mine exists,so
l don't have to take it back. Don't want to show you good-bye, show
you good-bye.show you good-bye, show you good-bye. But you're
waiting for Wednesday.Waiting for Wednesday. Waiting for Wednesday,
I pray you'll put me on the spot. I do believe you, that you'll love
me that you'll leave me. What will I do when you come near to me?
You'll put me on the spot. You've been doing this a long, long time,
not that you're better than me, but that you do it a lot.Now I'm
waiting for Wednesday, waiting for Wednesday, waiting for
Wednesday,waiting for Wednesday.I'm gonna show you good-bye, show you
good-bye, show you good-bye, show you good-bye. Now I'm waiting for
Wednesday,you're back from out of town, the West is dry, your mind is
clear,and I don't want to be here, I don't want to be here, I don't
want to be here,to show you good-bye. And I'm waiting for Wednesday,
to show you good-bye.