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UNFAITHFULNESS

LATELY EVERYTHING SEEMS LOST LIKE ALL THE WALLS CLOSING IN
ON YOU AT THE OF LIGHT I FEEL SO HELPLESS I'VE NEVER FELT
SO ALONE AND SO HURT I'VE LOST MY HUSBAND ONE OF THE THINGS
I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT 6 YEARS OF MARRIAGE DOWN THE DRAIN
BECAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO WORK THINGS OUT DIDNT KNOW HOW
TO COMMUNICATE WE WERE OK FOR ABOUT TWO WEEKS BUT I FELT SO
BAD FOR NOT BEING HONEST WITH HIM FOR THE LOVE I HAVE FOR
HIM I REALLY NEEDED TO BE STRAIGHT WITH HIM HE WAS ALSO
HONEST WITH ME ATLEAST I THINK SO WHAT HURTS IS NOT SO MUCH
WHAT HAPPENED BUT ITS THE FACT THAT I LOST MY HUSBANDS LOVE
FOR ME THE RESPECT WELL WE NEVER DID RESPECT EACH OTHER
THATS ALSO WHY ALL OF THIS HAPPENED I'VE TRY TO BE REALLY
PATIENT WITH EVERYTHING THAT HA SBEEN GOING ON BUT ITS
BETTER IF WE GO EACH OTHTERS WAY I FEEL IN MY HEART HIS
RESENTMENT IN HIS ACTIONS HIS WORDS HIS TOUCH I FEEL HIM
SHUTTING ME OUT JUST PARTING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM
ME INSTEAD OF TRYING BUT BY NOT TRYING HE IS SHOWING ME
THAT HE HAS JUST GIVEN UP THAT IS WHY I ALSO WANT TO GIVE
UP I LOVE THIS MAN TO DEATH NO MATTER IF HE IS WITH ME OR
NOT HE WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE FOR ME BUT FOR THIS LOVE I
HAVE FOR HIM I AM WILLING TO LET HIM GO AND LET HIN START
ALL OVER AGAIN I JUST HOPE IN MY HEART THAT HE TRULY FINDS
HAPPINESS WITH WHOM HE EVER CHOOSES NO ONE CAN EVER IMAGINE
THE HURT THAT I'M FEELING I FEEL SO GUILTY FOR WHAT I DID
BUT I'M ALSO HURTING FOR HIM NOT LOVING ME THE WAY I DO HIM
FOR HIS UNFAITHFULNESS FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO CHANGE IN
TIME TO REALIZE THE PAIN I WAS CAUSING MY MARRIAGE MY HOME
MY FAMILY ALL I WANT OT DO RIGHT NOW IS GET AHEAD WITH MY
KIDS NOT LOOK BACK FORGET EVERYTHING TO TRY NOT MAKE THE
SAME MISTAKES AGAIN I'VE ALREADY LOST TOO MUCH AND I OWE MY
KIDS MORE THAN WHAT I AM GIVING THEM MY HUSBAND THINKS I'M
GONNA RUN AWAY WITH MY EX LOVER BUT I KNOW I CANT DO THAT
MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS WOULDNT LET ME CAUSE I'D KNOW I'D BE
DOING WRONG I'VE TOLD THEM BOTH I WILL SEPARATE BUT I WILL
BE ALONE FOR EVER BECAUSE MY HUSBAND LEAVES I KNOW HE WILL
NEVER COME HOME AGAIN SO I RATHER GET THIS DONE AND OVER
WITH FOR BOTH OUR SAKES.