psychomagnet

sleeptodreamher
2002-06-30 04:59:08 (UTC)

So I fucking signed it. What a..

So I fucking signed it.
What a total hell of a day.
The little battery light shit was on in my car, so we
bought a new battery, but it wasnt that its the
motherfucking alternator.
So theres over $200 that I DONT HAVE.
FUCK ME.
Matt was really great about it.
But anyway- so. Dad's a fucking asshole. He was just
being a dick, and we got in a big fight on the way home
from buying the battery, and then him and Mom started
screaming and he started throwing shit and she got
hysterical and then Sarah came to get me. So that was
great. And I'm fucking at the apartment complex, signing
these papers and his stupid ass calls, all like "i'm
sorry." Well no IM SORRY, IM SORRY that NOW is TOO
FUCKING LATE. 18 years of being an asshole and treating
her like shit and NOW hes sorry? Fuck him. She's very
upset, but of course I knew she would be and I dont know
what to do. Its done and over now, its just beginning but
theres no turning back. Anyway.. I signed it. And I came
home and took a shower and actually slept for like 3 hours
til Matt came over... and he was great, he looked at my
car, called this place, and ended up saving me at least
$50.. And he followed me down there and drove me back home,
then to Walmart to buy paint, then to the apartment.. he
painted one of my walls before I had to get to work, he
brought me to work.. by then he was in a grumpy tired mood
but well, its not like I dont know how he is... anyway..
I'm actually pretty fucking excited now... I wish I didnt
have to come to work, cus fucking Ken the guy who SLEEPS
every night didnt even come in so Im here by myself which
not only sucks and is scary but Im sure is against the
fucking law, hes such a bastard, and so its guna be
really slow and boring and what is he doing probably
sleeping or partying when i have 5 million things i could
be doing and im still being responsible at my fucking job
god i hate people so much. but anyway. i need the money
anyway so im done bitching about that.. im excited. we're
painting the living room cow print on one side, red stars
on one side, they bought a lamp and an outside the door
mat, and we're putting butterfly chairs, papizon and red
rope lights... matts moms giving us dining room table and
chairs, they brought dishes and shit.. sarahs painting her
room red, its all so exciting... i wish i was there now
helping and getting stuf done instead of sitting here by
myself thinking and being bored... i think im guna go now.
watch a DVD.




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