Pure Belligerence
2001-06-25 17:26:26 (UTC)

*Maybe not*

I am reminded of a saying iv heard before. It goes like
this..... nothing tastes as good as thin looks.... uh, thin,
i hate that word. Im wondering if this reoccurance has
anything to do with the fact that i wont let anyone touch me
anymore. I wont let my parents really hug or kiss me and
when shayne put his arm around my waist and put his face
really close to mine i pushed him away..... litterally. I
pushed him. Why wont i let anyone get close to me?