Rose Dark

Rose
2002-06-29 15:59:18 (UTC)

Lost Love

have you ever though you found your true love but then it
was crushed? well, i have. you see, i was in love with a
guy named Justin. i had a crush on him for about a year
efore we started going out. he asked me out jan. 26 2002.
it was a dream come true but i didn't know that my dream
would end so soon. well, we went out for about five
months. after school was out, i went to six flags. while
i was gone, i found out he went out and played me off(*if
you get what i mean). i found out from my bestfriend...and
then got the same story from Justin. after that we got in
a fight and i finally said it. so we broke up. well, now
i can't really get over it. i stay up all night wondering
if he'll ever talk to me again. but i can say now that
that won't happen any time soon. i tryed to giv ehim a
letter and hope that he'll start talking to me. but so far
its been a big waste. finally, i made a little section of
my scapebook and dedicated it to justin. i fell better but
i cnat help but feel like i could have done something to
stop this from all happening. i propalbe could ghave
worked this out but instead i say "why don't you leave me
alone for a while". well, after that justin decided to
say "fine, i'll leave you alone forever!". i couldn't
believe that happen. i ran out of the house crying. i ran
to the railroad around my house. i'm still in depression
aadn can't get out of it. its never raking.
well, thats all i have to say.
love,
Rose




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