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2002-06-28 22:24:43 (UTC)

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Afipunkgodess (4:54:01 PM): dont be polite about it be
straigt
Afipunkgodess (4:54:02 PM): haha
Afipunkgodess (4:54:04 PM): *ght
SSZeRoTeaM (4:54:11 PM): my best freind (guy that i hooked
up with my best girl that i know ) is gota some
relationship problems
SSZeRoTeaM (4:54:18 PM): im trying to help him out wiht
all the knoweldge i know
Afipunkgodess (4:54:22 PM): oh boy
Afipunkgodess (4:54:27 PM): well whats wrong with the
relationship?
SSZeRoTeaM (4:55:19 PM): read this please don't aim them
thow
SSZeRoTeaM (4:55:48 PM): SSZeRoTeaM (4:47:57 PM): life is
a learning process waiting for rescess
Flo0rboard (4:48:32 PM): thats not the way i see it.
SSZeRoTeaM (4:48:46 PM): i duno then
SSZeRoTeaM (4:48:51 PM): how do u see life /
Flo0rboard (4:48:51 PM): when trust is shattered, then it
cant be put back together flawlessly
SSZeRoTeaM (4:48:59 PM): yes it can
SSZeRoTeaM (4:49:08 PM): u know me i could do it
SSZeRoTeaM (4:49:43 PM): the only way to make shattered
iteams back to geather is to put them togeather they
orgionally were with lots of hard work and heat and love
for the skill at hand
SSZeRoTeaM (4:52:47 PM): after all that has happend do u
trust chriss?
SSZeRoTeaM (4:52:52 PM): i know he trust u
SSZeRoTeaM (4:53:24 PM): after all of this do u still wana
be with him? i know im asking of u alot but still i only
want the best for yall
Flo0rboard (4:53:33 PM): i trust him, i just think the
relationship isnt gonna last very much longer
SSZeRoTeaM (4:53:34 PM): if that means i have to suck some
black cock so be it
Flo0rboard (4:53:43 PM): after being with him all this
time, i realized he's not my type.
Flo0rboard (4:53:44 PM): =/
SSZeRoTeaM (4:53:52 PM): awwww
Afipunkgodess (4:57:22 PM): well
Afipunkgodess (4:57:34 PM): did her bf do something to
make her not trust him
Afipunkgodess (4:57:38 PM): is that why hes not her type?
SSZeRoTeaM (4:57:44 PM): no
Afipunkgodess (4:57:44 PM): is she just saying that hes
not her type?
SSZeRoTeaM (4:57:48 PM): she is allwayz saying
SSZeRoTeaM (4:57:53 PM): she dosn't deserve him
SSZeRoTeaM (4:58:04 PM): i think im gong to cry
SSZeRoTeaM (4:58:09 PM): i don't like things like ths
Afipunkgodess (4:58:38 PM): dont cry man
Afipunkgodess (4:58:52 PM): why doesnt she deserve him?
SSZeRoTeaM (4:59:00 PM): he is awsome
SSZeRoTeaM (4:59:02 PM): i duno
SSZeRoTeaM (4:59:06 PM): i wish i new
Afipunkgodess (4:59:22 PM): well some people just dont go
together
SSZeRoTeaM (4:59:24 PM): i can honistly say i love him as
a guy of corse becaue he is my bestis't freind i don't
wan tot see him hurt again
Afipunkgodess (4:59:40 PM): and sometimes things have to
end, if the people arent willing to try and work things out
Afipunkgodess (4:59:46 PM): and they should try and work
things out
SSZeRoTeaM (4:59:52 PM): true
Afipunkgodess (5:00:22 PM): just because theyre like 2
really good people and nice or whatever etc doesnt make
them right for eachother
Afipunkgodess (5:00:32 PM): not that im saying theyre NOT
right for eachother
Afipunkgodess (5:00:37 PM): but just keep that in
perspective you know
Afipunkgodess (5:01:01 PM): well mark, people get hurt
SSZeRoTeaM (5:01:03 PM): this reminds me of teresa and
makes me made
Afipunkgodess (5:01:07 PM): and they grow its part of
living
Afipunkgodess (5:01:12 PM): what happened with teresa?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:01:20 PM): just how i felt after we broke up
SSZeRoTeaM (5:01:26 PM): i don't want him to go threw that
Afipunkgodess (5:01:32 PM): ohhhh but dude,
SSZeRoTeaM (5:01:40 PM): i knwo he feels the same way i did
Afipunkgodess (5:01:40 PM): most relationships end sometime
Afipunkgodess (5:01:49 PM): are you over teresa?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:01:55 PM): i duno
SSZeRoTeaM (5:02:08 PM): im thinking about her right know
SSZeRoTeaM (5:02:18 PM): but blah o well it don't matter i
guess
Afipunkgodess (5:02:19 PM): people come into your lives
Afipunkgodess (5:02:29 PM): and sometimes you never get
over them
Afipunkgodess (5:02:34 PM): because they made such an
impact
Afipunkgodess (5:02:41 PM): they were such a part of you
SSZeRoTeaM (5:02:56 PM): i duno i think it was the fact
she was the first girl to say i love u to me
Afipunkgodess (5:02:57 PM): that you can never forget them
or even do things to hurt them
Afipunkgodess (5:03:01 PM): even after they hurt you
Afipunkgodess (5:03:07 PM): ohhhhh
SSZeRoTeaM (5:03:20 PM): and guesss what
Afipunkgodess (5:03:23 PM): words mean everything and
nothing
Afipunkgodess (5:03:24 PM): waht?
Afipunkgodess (5:03:26 PM): *what?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:03:28 PM): for my freind she was the first
gril to say that ot him also
SSZeRoTeaM (5:03:33 PM): so i know its going to really
really hurt him
Afipunkgodess (5:03:39 PM): well dude
Afipunkgodess (5:03:47 PM): do you think theyre gonna be
together forever?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:03:55 PM): i hoped so
Afipunkgodess (5:03:58 PM): you cant shelter everyone as
much as youd like
Afipunkgodess (5:04:04 PM): well maybe they still can be
Afipunkgodess (5:04:07 PM): maybe they cant
SSZeRoTeaM (5:04:08 PM): i got them togeather so if they
break up it will be my falut
Afipunkgodess (5:04:14 PM): thats not your fault
Afipunkgodess (5:04:21 PM): they agreed to go together
Afipunkgodess (5:04:25 PM): it happens
Afipunkgodess (5:04:37 PM): its no ones "fault" there is
no blame to cast with relationships
Afipunkgodess (5:04:43 PM): shit happens in them
Afipunkgodess (5:04:52 PM): and you cant shelter people,
they need to experience things
Afipunkgodess (5:05:12 PM): because if its not pain in
this itll be overwhelming pain somewhere else
SSZeRoTeaM (5:05:20 PM): true
Afipunkgodess (5:05:28 PM): and if he gets into a
situation full of pain, know that at least youre there to
try and help him through it
SSZeRoTeaM (5:05:40 PM): i will be there for him
Afipunkgodess (5:06:02 PM): sometimes
Afipunkgodess (5:06:07 PM): it hurts both people you know
Afipunkgodess (5:06:15 PM): not always
Afipunkgodess (5:06:17 PM): but sometimes
SSZeRoTeaM (5:06:32 PM): eh
SSZeRoTeaM (5:06:37 PM): i gueessss....
Afipunkgodess (5:07:11 PM): what do you mean?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:07:24 PM): people getting hurt
Afipunkgodess (5:07:27 PM): why do you guess? (im not
being offensive, im jsut tryin to see if you understand)
Afipunkgodess (5:07:28 PM): well
SSZeRoTeaM (5:07:35 PM): some times its just the 1 instead
of the both of them
SSZeRoTeaM (5:07:42 PM): ya i know
Afipunkgodess (5:07:43 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (5:07:46 PM): but sometimes its both
SSZeRoTeaM (5:07:55 PM): i understand i just think i don't
want to
Afipunkgodess (5:08:09 PM): because it hurts to have liked
someone/loved someone so much and then you dont and you
want to love again but
Afipunkgodess (5:08:18 PM): sometimes its just so hard to
sometimes it cant happen the way you want it
Afipunkgodess (5:08:22 PM): and so you cope and change
SSZeRoTeaM (5:08:29 PM): very true
Afipunkgodess (5:08:32 PM): and hopefully build yourself
up to be a better person
SSZeRoTeaM (5:08:45 PM): ya hopefully
Afipunkgodess (5:09:35 PM): or else
Afipunkgodess (5:09:42 PM): sometimes it ends up in
yourself hardening
Afipunkgodess (5:09:50 PM): and closing up and hoping not
to get hurt again
SSZeRoTeaM (5:10:05 PM): true
Afipunkgodess (5:10:07 PM): and just changing yourself to
avoid a recurrance of what happenec
Afipunkgodess (5:10:08 PM): *d
Afipunkgodess (5:10:16 PM): which i believe ive done
Afipunkgodess (5:10:20 PM): you know everyone ive loved
once
Afipunkgodess (5:10:26 PM): who has drifted from me
Afipunkgodess (5:10:30 PM): i miss every one of them
Afipunkgodess (5:10:38 PM): im still not over every one of
them
Afipunkgodess (5:10:49 PM): i still want things like they
USED to be but
Afipunkgodess (5:10:52 PM): it doesnt happen people change
Afipunkgodess (5:10:59 PM): everyone changes and people
need to realize that
SSZeRoTeaM (5:11:05 PM): ya
SSZeRoTeaM (5:11:15 PM): i hear ya sister
Afipunkgodess (5:11:20 PM): :-D
SSZeRoTeaM (5:11:22 PM): can iget an A-MEn
SSZeRoTeaM (5:11:26 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:11:28 PM): haha
SSZeRoTeaM (5:12:11 PM): *listeins to some afi
Afipunkgodess (5:12:16 PM): :-D
Afipunkgodess (5:12:16 PM): well
Afipunkgodess (5:12:19 PM): anyways
SSZeRoTeaM (5:12:20 PM): * God called in sick toady*
Afipunkgodess (5:12:25 PM): i love that song
Afipunkgodess (5:12:31 PM): i hate it how i get so
attached to people
Afipunkgodess (5:12:33 PM): and need them
SSZeRoTeaM (5:12:33 PM): ditto
Afipunkgodess (5:12:37 PM): and it seems people
SSZeRoTeaM (5:12:41 PM): ditto again
Afipunkgodess (5:12:43 PM): never feel the same about me
so i feel
Afipunkgodess (5:12:44 PM): like
Afipunkgodess (5:13:01 PM): like i shouldnt love that much
shouldnt give that much to everyone because
Afipunkgodess (5:13:05 PM): i make myself vunerable
SSZeRoTeaM (5:13:16 PM): im the same way
Afipunkgodess (5:13:32 PM): and like
Afipunkgodess (5:13:38 PM): if one of my close freinds
calls
Afipunkgodess (5:13:42 PM): ill put off EVERYTHING
Afipunkgodess (5:13:44 PM): for him or her
SSZeRoTeaM (5:13:49 PM): yes i would do the same
Afipunkgodess (5:13:55 PM): but i call them and theyre
like can you call back _________________
Afipunkgodess (5:13:59 PM): so i feel so
Afipunkgodess (5:14:01 PM): stupid sometimes
SSZeRoTeaM (5:14:06 PM): ya very true
SSZeRoTeaM (5:14:09 PM): same for meh again
Afipunkgodess (5:14:21 PM): makes me wanna go crazy or
something
Afipunkgodess (5:14:29 PM): then they will walk out of my
life
SSZeRoTeaM (5:14:45 PM): ya
Afipunkgodess (5:14:46 PM): and im left wishing theyd call
or talk at least just once more
Afipunkgodess (5:14:53 PM): and they seem to have
forgotten everything
SSZeRoTeaM (5:14:54 PM): very trye
SSZeRoTeaM (5:14:55 PM): *true
SSZeRoTeaM (5:15:09 PM): *days of phoenoix*
Afipunkgodess (5:15:16 PM): i like that one lots ttoo
Afipunkgodess (5:16:04 PM): i think one of the worst ways
to lose someone though
Afipunkgodess (5:16:06 PM): would be them dying
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:17 PM): ya
Afipunkgodess (5:16:18 PM): because that would be so
abrupt that
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:26 PM): i wouldn't know
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:27 PM): what 2 do
Afipunkgodess (5:16:32 PM): one day you talk on the phone
for hours every day
Afipunkgodess (5:16:36 PM): and the next day you realize
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:36 PM): if i had a freind die a close
freind that is
Afipunkgodess (5:16:44 PM): man theyre never gonna be here
again
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:49 PM): *sigh*
Afipunkgodess (5:16:52 PM): and i didnt get to say goodbye
SSZeRoTeaM (5:16:53 PM): scaryy
Afipunkgodess (5:16:58 PM): and all those damn things
Afipunkgodess (5:16:59 PM): yeah
SSZeRoTeaM (5:17:06 PM): but could u say goodbuy that is
the thing
Afipunkgodess (5:17:49 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (5:18:01 PM): all this living in your heart
shit
Afipunkgodess (5:18:05 PM): it might be true but
Afipunkgodess (5:18:18 PM): itd sure get old if people
told you that a ton
SSZeRoTeaM (5:18:18 PM): is it the truth we want thow?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:18:31 PM): hehe
Afipunkgodess (5:18:35 PM): you would be like FUCK THEYRE
NOT LIVING IN MY HEART THEYRE GONE FOREVER
Afipunkgodess (5:18:39 PM): well the truth about what?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:18:55 PM): lving in the heart
Afipunkgodess (5:19:13 PM): people tend to avoid truth
Afipunkgodess (5:19:17 PM): it pierces
SSZeRoTeaM (5:20:31 PM): yes it does
Afipunkgodess (5:20:51 PM): and music, mark, what is our
music?
SSZeRoTeaM (5:21:06 PM): PUNK
Afipunkgodess (5:21:07 PM): just a big distraction?
sometimes paired with thoughts that most people avoid
Afipunkgodess (5:21:09 PM): haha


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