paigealiz

*sUiCiDe GiRl*
2002-06-28 22:21:39 (UTC)

Gods way Of doing things

I am only 14 years old going on 15 (September 24th) and
well I know I have my whole life ahead of me to live and I
have barely experienced the beginnings of life but there is
one thing that people don’t ever get around to pointing
out. From when you are born till you reach your older teen
years is when your brain takes in the most about life,
feelings, learning. Everything that happens in your
child/teen hood reflects off of you in your grown up
years. The things that you experience at this age have a
stronger lasting effect on you now apposed to if the same
thing happened when you are 30. Whatever it was would turn
out way differently than now! So if I grew up in a loving
family, with caring parents I probably wouldn’t be as
insecure as I have grown up to be and suicide probably
wouldn’t cross my mind more than once! Accept God put me
in this family for a reason that no one knows but him and
he knows who I am going to meet in my life and how those
people will change my future. That is amazing to me just
because I always feel like giving up, ending it all and
then to think “well god had this day planned out like this
and he has a whole other tomorrow planned for me, why end
Gods plans because they aren’t fitting my exact needs?”.
There is really no point in ending your life even when you
think there is no reason for you to be alive because if
that was the case you would be saying God made a mistake
and if God made mistakes then the world would probably not
exist at this point!




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