HelloKitty

Life as I know it.
2001-06-25 00:47:44 (UTC)

oh god no title can even go here

I think im stupid. I slept with Matt last night. Are we
going back out? Not really. We're gonna try to fix things
before we even attempt to start a relationship again. So
right now we are like friends with benefits and potential.
I finally found out what was going thru his head the whole
fucking time we were apart.....basically everything that
was going thru mine. Just sucked that he had to be drunk
to tell me all this. I guess I can live. Im scared to
death of what gonnna happen. He's not using me, I'm not
using him, we are just basically fucking and talking. I
should be weary but you know what, I dont give Matt any
credit and he is usually due some cause he isnt like every
other guy i went out with. So if i get hurt then i learned
my lesson, if i dont then who the fuck knows.




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