Letulikit

Second to last Chemo under my belt

So many things go thru my mind... What next? How is this
gonna play out?
After seeing my Oncologist yesterday, we penciled in a
tentative date for surgery. Removing my left breast and
some lymphs. Don't know how many, how extensive this will
be. All I know is that I'm scared. As well I should be.
Evidentally, this cancer, Inflammatory Breast Cancer, is a
doosie. Very aggressive, very lethal. Will I see my
children grow up?
It really sucks, from one day to the next, not knowing.
I'm not so sure I really want to know. I see pro's and
con's on either side.
My daughter is in here now...so i'm gonna sign out for now.