GlasseateR411

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THOSE THREE WORDS

Why is it every time u say u love me
I see your face cringe
So what am I suppose to believe
When the word love leaves your lips my heart is singed
I love you is just a catch phrase for you
Those three words have no meaning to me anymore
They hold no basis and it’s shown through the things you do
Just like everything else that held meaning in your life u
can throw them in a droor
And leave it there to rust
When I said I loved you I meant it
Now u lost my trust
Why not just take razors to my wrist
Cause nothing could be worse than lying right to my face
I thought I saw love in your eyes
But now I feel nothing but disgrace
Cause I mistook the love for lies
I look back to every time u ever said those words
I once thought of you as an angel
But it never did occur
Your wings were burned by your lies and u fell straight
down to hell
Where is your compassion
Your tongue spits out words that stung like venom
I guess that’s your normal fashion
And all the times I said those three words I regret them
I just want to say thank you
Now i know what it feels like to have a broken heart
And i loved you
Thats the sad part
This is one lesson I wish I didn’t have to learn
And don’t ask me to start again
Your bridges have been burned
My heart will be filled with hatred for you till the end….

WINGS

Please forgive me
I did not what it was like
I did not know how it was going to be
Cause now I’m on my third strike
And I’m going to be thrown out

You kept yourself secluded for everyone
I did not know what to expect
It was only a trial run
I wasn’t ready for the affect
I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you
I’ve run out of chances
I couldn’t see through every view
Maybe if it was under different circumstances
I could make it up to you
But I know were threw

Now ill just take these wings and leave
Fly so far away
Cause there’s nothing else here to achieve
I ruined everything is so many different ways
I have nothing left so say
Maybe I figure out what I did wrong with you someday
But for now I just sit and grieve
For every night I sleep alone
How could I have been so naïve
And I tell myself everyday only if I known
If I only this was something I could postpone
Only if I could just have one more day
Instead of just watching the ends become frayed
And I just watched as we became more disillusioned to what
was really happening
I would say anything
Just to bring u back to me

Please forgive me
I did not what it was like
I did not know how it was going to be
Cause now I’m on my third strike
And I’m going to be thrown out

But what are my regrets good for
They just remind me of times when I did something wrong
Remind of a time I let u walk through my door
And now I try to make up for it by writing this song
But it doesn’t bring u back
Your wings are gone
And as I sit atop this building with my wings still in tack
I try to carry on with my problems that seem lifelong
I’d trade in my wings
I’d give up everything
Just for one more night with you my angel

FIRST KISS

Going back to our first kiss
Remembering how happy it made me
Its something I do miss
I wish we could have that moment for all eternity
Hands together as we met with our lips
A surge of joy took me by surprise
And it was such a great trip
I realized how much I loved you when I looked into your eyes

So lets freeze that moment
So we can keep it in our pocket for all time
We can record it with our special component
Just in case we have to rewind

You were my blossoming rose bud
All of the problems that plagued my world
Washed away like a flood
Just because I knew you were my girl
Never again will I be lonely
Never again will I feel like the world is crashing down on
me
Never again will I let my heart sink
Never again will my life seem amiss
At least that’s what I think
Cause it’ll just get better after this first kiss

So lets freeze that moment
So we can keep it in our pocket for all time
We can record it with our special component
Just in case we have to rewind

The first kiss is something to cherish
That first kiss and heartbreak are one in the same
Because nothing will ever be as good as the first kiss
And from that point on your heart will go down the drain
With it will go the love you once had
Leaving you abandoned and sad

So lets freeze that moment
So we can keep it in our pocket for all time
We can record it with our special component
Just in case we have to rewind
Cause it all end in due time
The love we had will all end in due time

HAPPY MEAL

She’s such a great friend
I cherish the time we spend
But she has no idea how much she means to me
Every night she’s in my dreams
Why does she make me so happy
She’s the most beautiful girl I have ever seen
But she don’t know how I feel
She’s the only thing I care about in the world
I wish she were the toy that comes with my happy meal
I wish… she were my girl
But I know I have no chance with her
And I know she’s a ten point two
And I’m not even a zero
What she needs is a hero
Something I could never be
I’m not even good enough to sit behind her in the movies

Why do I care for her so much
She makes me weak in the knees with the slightest touch
It must be the blonde hair or her pretty smile
Cause all I want to do is stare at her awhile
Why did I fall so hard for her
Why is she so perfect
Why does she make me feel the way I do
I wish I was a thug so she could be my chick
Why do I try for something I know I can’t have
I’m not good enough and that’s what makes me sad
Maybe if my cheekbones were a little higher
We’d be in each other’s arms by the roaring fire
Even though she thinks I’m funny
I’m not good enough to be her boyfriend material
And there is no love between her and me
I wish I could just get real
And just forget the way I feel
But I’ll build a rocket and go to the mars
So I can make a wish on the brightest star
That one of these days she’ll finally see
How much she means to me

But she don’t know how I feel
She’s the only thing I care about in the world
I wish she were the toy that comes with my happy meal
I wish… she were my girl

LOST YOUR CHANCE

You don’t know me
You try to have a part in my life
So you can have another chance to live out your
unaccomplished dreams
And u expect me to respect you
When it comes to my life you don’t have a clue
Where were you when I needed help the most?
Never shown any help I was just neglected
While you vanished through the door like you were a ghost
So is that the reason you deserve to be respected
I’ve had to make every decision without anyone’s guidance
But finally you’ve come back into existence
I want us to be friends you say
You tell me you need someone to comfort you
Well you do make sense in a certain way
But the person who will be there to comfort me sure as hell
won’t be you

You rest your hand on my shoulder
Telling me you will be there to help me as I get older
Well where have you been so far
I’ve gotten through this part of my life by following the
stars
When I needed help up when I was knocked down
You were no where to be found
You left me lying there on the ground
And I pulled myself back up
But now you want to be a part of my life
The life you didn’t want apart of when times were rough
Well I can’t say no enough

I never felt any regrets over my life so far
The only thing that I really regret
The only thing that makes me upset
Is the fact that you’re trying to come back into my life?
I wasn’t good enough for you so many years ago
What changed your mind?
Please tell me I really want to know
When did u decide I was good enough for your time?
Out of all the things that did occur
I still won’t forgive you to this day
When you left you should have let your bridges stay as they
were
Instead of setting them ablaze
Now there’s no way you can cross the river where your
bridge once stood
And asking for my forgiveness will do you no good
You turned your back on me when I needed your help
Instead of helping me up you pushed farther down
And even if you did try to cross the river
I’d make sure you’d drown
And a wide smile would come across my face not a frown
Cause you didn’t want to know anything about me when you
had the chance
Now I turn my back on you
Cause now I have the will to say no to you at last….

And you lost your chance to be my friend
And you lost your chance to tell me how to be
And you lost your chance to be someone in who I could depend
And you lost your chance
You lost your chance
You lost your f#@&ing chance....and I refuse to believe