Flightless_Nimbus

Head in the Clouds
2002-06-27 18:42:17 (UTC)

Hmm...Sifting Through Old Times

Welp, today was so-so, I had one of those feelings where
something bad was going to happen but I wasn't sure when
and all of that good stuff. So it was really the only thing
keeping me from having a pretty good day. Well, our class
went bowling again today, it was no fun at all, because it
felt wierd talking to Chrissy there, for some reason and I
had brought my spiral to write in but I had writer's block
so I was screwed. I did fairly better than yesterday in
bowling today.
Today, things were blah, Dennis kept rambling on and on
about how he wanted to talk to Roxy, and blah blah, I
thought it was really stupid, but hey I mean as long as she
makes him happy that's what I care about. Today, the
subject came up about "this person likes you" I dunno why I
just get angry when people talk about it like its so damn
funny and like its a game, thats just how it came off to me
today...But enough of that, I don't know what to think
really anymore, my brain is on constant High-Res lately and
its wearing me out a lot. Im really tired today because my
body is just so busy mentally it must sap into my strength
physically, I need to mow the lawn and hopefully Tim will
help me out. Lately the question thats been racing through
my head has been, if Chrissy and I will ever go out, Lol
thats a really ackward thing, I dont know why its just kind
of been in my head, crammed in with the other things called
life, Im not sure if Im having second thoughts about her
because of what Christian told me, and of what they were
talking about yesterday...so many things. As of now Im
sifting through memories, of like when me and Chrissy
first started to talk, when I was going to tell her that I
liked her, and Ben came up and embarrassed me, and so not
so good things that come up every now and again to plague
me. Im still looking forward to my birthday at Six Flags,
because Chrissy, Dennis, Mike, Brandon and Tim, will
hopefully be there, I just want my closest friends to come,
which there are more I just don't feel like explaining them
all right now. So basically I had to get some things off my
chest. I guess thats what I use this for but cool whatever
works, hopefully tomorrow will be better =/




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