McCall

the life of a not so perfect KT girl
2001-06-24 07:05:52 (UTC)

Humm day before she leaves

CURRENT MUSIC : HUMM 1029 THE BOMB .. A RADIO ATATION DUHH

CURRENT MOOD : I AM VERY UPSET AND SAD :(

Well Darcy .. my sissy is leaving me .. for 20 days ..
huimm what am I going to do with out her ! yo that is my
best friend and one of the only people i trust .. and she
is going to be like 20 hours away from me with her dad .. i
can not help but cry.. and I HATE TO CRY !!!!!!
Oh yeah i talked to Greg and confermided he is sleeping
with Sarah and i was like you are a hoe .. do u have no
respecty for me !!!!! so whatever to him too .. I mean like
it is a shame but the only guy i actually want to trust now
is Jeff .. I mean like it does not help about my freaking
ex person i was dateing .. or w/e i basically trusted is
sleeping with a hoe and now he is sending shout outs to me
and darcy on the freaking radio !!!!!!! GOD !!!!! I wish it
would all just stop .. you see like he is a dj ( G-money
to be exsact ) and like i dunno he is a WEIRDO !!!!! I
dunno i wanna trust him but i can't b/c he lied to me and
told me that he was not sleeping with Sarah ! I cannot
respect that ! I HATE LIERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want a guy i
can trust and that will keep it real as Trey says :) i
want a guy to love me .. is that too much to ask for god's
sake ! I mean who have a made masd that they have to make
my life a living hell ! I have the freaking worst Luck with
men .. I mean Bubba .. eric .. Greg .. Marc .. just to name
like the resent ones !! like and i am forgeting alot of
them .. i mean i am afraid of getting attachedn in anyway
b/c i am going to loose that person .. well that you !
I dunno .. well my hair is Blonde now and it works for
me .. Darcy's did not really change .. but yet it did in
some way :)
well ya know .. okay so like it is 204 am and i wanna talk
to Jeff ! Grrrr i wonder why i have found somekinda
attachment to him ! humm i guess b/c he is way
interesting .. well to me he is .. and did u know that the
dip .. u know that song from like why ago has come back as
a remix yeah JD has remixed it with Janet Jackson i am all
like WHOA !!!!!!!
BUT I AM GOING TO GO LOve ya McCall