Zipsmokey10105

Kashmeah
2002-06-25 05:11:27 (UTC)

Who I am

I had a good night. Nothing exciting happened, but, it was
one of those nights that leaves me completely satisfied. I
decided yesterday that I'd be spending tonight with Chris
and so thats what I did. He came and got me around... eh, I
dunno... 6:30. Went to his house where he got some money
and his mom and I laughed about how he needs to get a job
and she said that I had to come and see some puppies that
someone just got. I love his mom. Then Chris and I went to
go get ice cream. Along the way we passed Megan and Kara
and waved to them. Well... kara flicked me off, actually.
Don't really know what that's supposed to mean. I'm
probably overanalyzing the whole thing. It's kara. She
flicks me off all the time. She's not mad... no. Sigh.
Well, we got ice cream and sat on the bench and talked
about random stuff. I love talking to him. I could go on
and ramble about something that has nothing to do with
anything and he'll listen. I don't know how long... but
enough. We went to blockbuster to get a movie and went to
his house to go watch it. The movie was... ok. Training
Day. I was so confused. Oh well, I'll get over it. During
that time, Ames called his cell phone to tell me that Nick
had called her and told her that the reason he was all mad
that she had a new boyfriend was because he "loves her and
wants her all to himself". HAHAHAHHA. MY ASS!!! I need to
talk Ames through this whole thing. She's going to make a
mistake if she doesn't watch it. She can't go and do this
Nick thing all over. It's been a year and a half and she's
just barely gotten completely over it. No, he cannot do
this to her. I will kill him before he does. That goes for
all my friends. I can't stand to see anyone hurt, and, she
hurts when it comes to Nick. Nick Cutelli. He needs to die.
He really does. So, yeah. Chris took me home around 11:30.
I didn't want to leave. I wanted to sit there with him for
so much longer. I don't know what it was. I just couldn't
make myself go. He's such a great person. I love him so
much. I don't even know where I'd be without him.

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"And I'd give up forever to touch you. Cause I know that
you feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven, I'll
ever be. And I don't want to go home right now. I don't
want the world to see me, cause I don't think they'd
understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just
want you to know who I am..."
"Iris" Goo Goo Dolls
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