Amanda

Life and Death

Early this morning/late last night, (now this is confusing)
my mom's boyfriend's mom's boyfriend died. I was sorta close
to him. I'm gonna miss him a lot though. He's changed my
life...it'll never be the same without him. I'm still in
shock because i've almost cryed 3 times over it, but I
haven't yet. Who knows when it'll actually hit me. They're
talking about maybe having his funeral in Canada (where he's
originally from) but I don't think that's fair. There were a
lot of people down here that loved him too (me being one of
them.) Grandmother (I just call her that) is a nervous
wreck. It's beyond that though. I was told that when her
first husband died, she was suicidal. This is supposed to be
even more. I'm so worried about her.

Life can throw you curveballs when you least expect it.