Anna

my babbling
2002-06-25 02:52:35 (UTC)

i love lucy

sooo.....i went out with lucy yesterday....it was cool....i
miss my cousin.....it sucks that she's gonna be so far away
next year.....but yea.....we got together and bitched about
boys......they suck....so do girls tho.....ugh.....whatever
next year....with my planned 18 units.....im not gonna have
time to for the opposite sex.....its gonna be all about
school.......im gonna get into haas.....im so
determined....no screwing around with school
anymore....sigh yesterday when i went to lucy's house,
nathan wanted to go and tagalong with us....i was like
watever but didnt really want him to come and lucy
definately did not want to take him......i felt bad tho
especially when he started to cry.....but like....he is
11....needs to stop crying when he doesnt get his way....it
just sucks that he wants to spend time with me so bad and
im like....ehhh...and then i try so f*cking hard to get
willina and winnie to hang out with me and they are like
no!....or even worse "i dono"....sigh....sometimes it makes
me so sad.....they are my cousins and winnie is only a year
older......what is their problem?...im supposed to freaking
be family.....i remember when we were younger i would talk
to winnie and say to her......when we grow up......our kids
are definately gonna hang out together right?....and she's
say...of course....she's not like certain other aunts that
we have.....and now....we don't even have kids.....and she
and willina already dont want anyhting to do with
me......=/......sigh and im gonna be up at berkeley and
sigh just makes me really sad.....sigh.....i think lucy
feels the same way because she wanted to hang out with
winnie and willina too....sigh.....at least lucy is
cool....she has a cute friend going to sdsu too!!! hehe i
think i should talk to him more.......whoopee....anyhow...i
told lucy a few things.....and she is pretty much going
though what i am going through.......so we are both gonna
screw it and do other things....i hope lucy can
tho....ugh....if i ever meet tat guy.....i swear he's
getting a kick in the nuts from me......GrRrRRRrr.....sigh
anyhow.....nathan came over today with his mom and i feel
better because he got to play video games with alan and his
friends.....nathan needs to hang out with guys
more.....then he went with me to the back yard to tan....it
was cute him wanting to hang out with me......his mom
brought him the new little tapioca drinks.....the one with
a lil tapioca in it.....and all i gotta say is
yuck......boba is supposed to be CHEWY and not lil things
that can choke you....yuck......double yuck when nathan
thought it would be funny to spit some boba at me.....ok
time for me to vacuum and watch life as a
house.......hayden's waiting for me!!!!!




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