TwistedAngel

Pieces of my life
2002-06-24 18:33:10 (UTC)

Weird feeling......

I dunno whats wrong with me, i got this weird feeling in
me. I wanna cry and shit. And i've been thinking a lot
about all kinds of stuff. For some reason i've been
thinking about Dylan. He used to be my best friend and then
he moved to illinois and we lost touch, he's been thru a
lot of shit so i hope he's happy. But I miss his scrawny
little ass. Seriously he was so scrawny for a boy. But now
his family is saying he's huskier now, i hope so.
You know i think the only reason i made this diary public
is because i want attention. I think thats maybe why a lot
of ppl do it. You know i see some real sad stories here and
i think well if it seems that bad, then why do u make it
public, but then i see some good ones, and i think: well
he/she just wants attention. And by doing that i realized
that i want the attention too. But maybe the sad stories
just want to vent on something so they choose this. I dont
have anything against anyone who does make a public diary,
this is just what my mind wandered off to. lol...Oh well,
maybe im wrong maybe im right, who the hell knows?
Something weird is going on around me so im beginning to
think i can do magic. Ok, don't laugh but sometimes ill see
something and i'll want it in another place, and after a
while it shows up in that place. And i can't remember if i
moved it or if i did it with my mind or some other crazy
shit. Cuz i dont think im telepathic or anything, maybe
just too burnt out to realize whats going on. I go in and
out a lot. I'll be doing something then it seems like im
somewhere else for a long time then i wake up and im like
what the fuck just happened? Maybe i just have too much on
my mind, but maybe not one never knows.
Crazy Forever,
~jenn~




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